Conflation weekend, after Once More to the Lake
One weekend in 1997 or 1998 three friends and I took our little punk band out to play a couple shows in small towns that weren’t the small town we lived in, to audiences that weren’t mostly our friends. The engine on my old Mazda blew up in the heat, we had to push the car down the highway and to an offramp, and a literal clown yelled mockery at us out of the loudspeaker on top of her clownmobile. Our band would break up soon after and I am rarely in touch with any of those friends. Still, the shows we played and the time together stand amid a lot of duller black and white memories as bursts of color, happiness, possibility. I can’t stop myself breaking in here, the suited host interrupting the movie of my own life just as it might be getting to a good part to say that I suspect I am conflating more than one weekend and more than one band, not that there were many of either, then I...