Our divorce was a nightmare
We got divorced. It was a nightmare. She stood holding a suitcase by her side and with her hands on her hips she shouted at me all the reasons why and she packed all her things in boxes and all of her things meant all of the things in the house, it got emptier and emptier as she explained that she was never coming back and I didn’t say anything I just cried and stared at her and when I woke up I had tears on my face. This is before we had kids. I wiped my eyes and rolled over in the bed and put my hand on her side, watched her breathe, nuzzled her shoulder, fell back to sleep.
That dream echoed one of my earliest memories, related to my mom’s divorce from my biological dad - and I just realized that’s how I think of it, my mom’s divorce. I don’t know how old I was. Three? Four? It’s hard to know because it’s a memory of a time when I didn’t know my own age. Some of my aunts and uncles...